I’m not the type of person who can clearly express my feelings to others. Even the people who are close with me too.
When I miss my mom, I couldn’t call her and said I miss you so bad.
When my friends do something that I didn’t like me, I can’t said that I hate you for doing that.
When I want to alone, but my brother and my sister even make a fuss around me.
I just can hold it and let them do whatever they want. I can’t said that I don’t want to do it. I can’t said that I don’t want them near me.
I don’t want them to do anything.
Sometimes I could just cry like a fool and smiling in front of them.
I just have to blame myself because just for speak, it was so difficult.
I just want to bury myself and disappear forever.