I can feel that now. Crying for a man who had never even met me in my life. Crying because of a father who could only spend one day with his son for the rest of his life. Crying because too miss someone. But when I met him, I want to be alone without him.
Then, all things that I love turn into a very boring things. Somehow, I feel myself sometimes unstable in all respects.
I can’t tell you what I wanna say. I can’t do what I want to do. When I feel like to hold him, I can’t do anything to do so. I’m so pitiful. When I say don’t cry, you can’t hear it. When I say you won’t be alone because I always stand behind you, you never knew.
Then what should I do? Just crying like a crazy people?
I don’t know why it come to a complicated thing. We’re just stranger to each other. For you, for me not. I know you a long time ago. Just you who never notice me.
It’s not your fault. Oppa-ya.
How can I?